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DeDe Murcer Moffett guest-hosted on Queen of Dreams Radio this week. She is the founder and CEO of The Snap Out of It Women’s Network, The Snap Out of It Radio Network and Snap Out of It Radio Show. Her latest Snap Out of It creation is the Snap Out of It Conference. DeDe has chosen an amazing line up of speakers who will share their hearts with you.
On the show, something in our conversation took me to a moment a couple of days ago. I had just woken up and was greeted by my beautiful spirit guides. They illuminated a pale, bright white as they stood in a circle in front of me. One spoke…she said, “What else can we give you so you can trust more?” The question made me feel ashamed yet loved all at the same time. I could feel their loving concern and their desire to help. A barrage of images – memories of everything they have already provided – flooded my mind.
What had they not provided? Years ago, they gently brought me to a place of releasing my own self-hatred…then the healings for many people who ‘found’ me as I dared to show up and learn each day – proof I could trust these unbelievable miracles I began experiencing …then the many people who came to heal and who also taught me how to heal…not to mention how I have been fully and abundantly provided for every time I have asked.
I was ashamed that here they were, once again, with unconditional love asking … “How may we serve you?” I thought to myself… ‘There’s nothing left! It’s my turn now to serve myself – and others.’ I have always loved helping people, supporting them to be all that they can be. Perhaps doing it for yourself is one of the hardest things to do. I had taken so many steps with the guidance and watchful eye of these beautiful beings…and yet here I was again, standing at the edge of the high dive putting off the next step.
I could feel the effects in my body – more than at any other time – and there have been many other times. It is this same place I come to…and inevitably I take the step and it is no big deal, and yet every time it still feels the same – uncomfortable, unknown, uncertain.
“What else can we give you so you can trust more?” I could hear again as I considered that moment just a few days prior. I had thoughts of people who don’t hear these delightful beings – people who seem to assume since I can that somehow I’m not as human as they are – that I get to leap human tendencies in a single jump.
But, what I realized a few days ago…is… I am really not the same as I once was before they came. I have been in Spirit University for many years now…strengthening my inner understanding, applying it in the world. Coming back to this place is a habit like any other. I go here when I sense I don’t know something in my mind. Their loving visit jolted me out of the habit. And, reminded me I can make a choice to trust first. I don’t have to continue to make something big out of this feeling I have – I can move beyond needing the external reassurance – spirit or otherwise. Plus, I always know they are there to gently support me – in all ways. In a funny way, I know they knew this…and yet one more external prompting drove me inside to use the tools I have and to see the Truth. Everything really is perfect.
I have been in a time of intense acknowledgement for months now. And, what is true is…I have done the work. I do live what I teach and am still learning. Now, it is time to dance with others.
“You will always be provided for…” this is the message I’ve been given over and over in my life. In so many ways it is an odd assurance. Provided for…what does that mean? And, what did I care at three about it anyway? And, yet a week and a half ago, this was the same gentle promise I received as I felt my heat soar and connect to so many others I will meet soon meet.
Ah, it feels so good – even with the uncertainty!
Looking for a Dream Life:
One of the things I hear most from clients is how they can’t believe that these amazing divine messengers come to talk to them. Somehow in our world God, Jesus, and others are ‘out there’ and we are lowly beings that are ‘here.’
Because I’ve had experiences my entire life with the messengers, to me they are normal, regular folk. Yes, with special gifts of unconditional love, but definitely accessible. I have never called out to God directly or otherwise and not received an answer.
A few years ago I went to a workshop Betsy Bergstrom held in Michigan. I felt like I had to get there, and when I did, I had some of the most impactful experiences of my life. I’ll share some of the others in another post, but the one with Jesus has changed my life.
You see, I grew up in Fort Worth, Texas when I was little. Right in the heart of the bible belt. When I was three, I had an experience with Jesus and an angel. For years I had ‘felt’ things in the dark – during the daytime too – but especially in the dark. I would play games to keep my mind distracted. Open one eye and imagine I was as big as the room like Alice in Wonderland, close it and open the other one and then imagine I was tiny as an ant so I could scurry under the mattress if anything tried to come near me.
One night, as I laid on my side closing one eye and then the other, I could see the light from the hallway coming in on me, but then, in the corner next to the doorway, another doorway opened up and a beautiful luminous angel came in. She was all sparkly and light. For some reason, I wasn’t afraid. I just looked at her mesmerized with her light, and then, right behind her was a man with a long robe and long hair. I don’t remember a beard, but I do remember how I felt. I felt safe. Cutting through the fear, I felt safe in his presence. He was illuminated, too, just not as translucent as the angel.
He told me his name was Jesus, and He told me he knew me, and that there was nothing to be afraid of. I would always be in His care and supported. At the time I don’t know that I realized what that meant, but those words would sustain me many, many times throughout the coming years.
I have talked with Jesus over the years, but I have not ‘seen’ him in clear sight since that night. During Betsy’s workshop, he came through so clearly, speaking and addressing my fear of sharing who I am with others.
He said, “Tina, there is no heart I do not know. Set aside your concerns about religions and care for my people. There is not one heart that I do not know and who does not know me.”
As clear as that was, it would take many other experiences before I would truly be able to release the fear created after I saw Jesus when I was three.
As that little girl, I went ‘looking’ for him, and people told me to go to church because that is where Jesus is. When I went to church, I went alone on a bus as no one else in my family went to church. When I asked people at church where “Jesus” was because I wanted to talk to Him, I was told that Jesus is all around. When I told them I had seen Him and wanted to sit with Him and talk to Him, then I was told that was impossible and that people who say they can do that are evil. I was told the bible talks very specifically about people who say these things.
Now, 37 years later, I find all of this so hard to believe, but I look at my own child who at 3 seemed like he was 8, and can believe it.
It took many, many years to accept myself for who I am…intuitive gifts and all. But one thing I know for sure is that Jesus loves ALL the children of the world, yes including you, He told me so.
And, since I’ve let go, many, many people who have left Jesus have begun to have a new relationship with Him. I see the grace and presence I knew way back then as these people embrace the Jesus they’ve always known in their heart.
I don’t know why these things happen, all I know is that He is responding to many people who are calling to Him right now. He is the message, I just happen to be lucky enough to be the messenger.
