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DeDe Murcer Moffett guest-hosted on Queen of Dreams Radio this week. She is the founder and CEO of The Snap Out of It Women’s Network, The Snap Out of It Radio Network and Snap Out of It Radio Show. Her latest Snap Out of It creation is the Snap Out of It Conference. DeDe has chosen an amazing line up of speakers who will share their hearts with you.
On the show, something in our conversation took me to a moment a couple of days ago. I had just woken up and was greeted by my beautiful spirit guides. They illuminated a pale, bright white as they stood in a circle in front of me. One spoke…she said, “What else can we give you so you can trust more?” The question made me feel ashamed yet loved all at the same time. I could feel their loving concern and their desire to help. A barrage of images – memories of everything they have already provided – flooded my mind.
What had they not provided? Years ago, they gently brought me to a place of releasing my own self-hatred…then the healings for many people who ‘found’ me as I dared to show up and learn each day – proof I could trust these unbelievable miracles I began experiencing …then the many people who came to heal and who also taught me how to heal…not to mention how I have been fully and abundantly provided for every time I have asked.
I was ashamed that here they were, once again, with unconditional love asking … “How may we serve you?” I thought to myself… ‘There’s nothing left! It’s my turn now to serve myself – and others.’ I have always loved helping people, supporting them to be all that they can be. Perhaps doing it for yourself is one of the hardest things to do. I had taken so many steps with the guidance and watchful eye of these beautiful beings…and yet here I was again, standing at the edge of the high dive putting off the next step.
I could feel the effects in my body – more than at any other time – and there have been many other times. It is this same place I come to…and inevitably I take the step and it is no big deal, and yet every time it still feels the same – uncomfortable, unknown, uncertain.
“What else can we give you so you can trust more?” I could hear again as I considered that moment just a few days prior. I had thoughts of people who don’t hear these delightful beings – people who seem to assume since I can that somehow I’m not as human as they are – that I get to leap human tendencies in a single jump.
But, what I realized a few days ago…is… I am really not the same as I once was before they came. I have been in Spirit University for many years now…strengthening my inner understanding, applying it in the world. Coming back to this place is a habit like any other. I go here when I sense I don’t know something in my mind. Their loving visit jolted me out of the habit. And, reminded me I can make a choice to trust first. I don’t have to continue to make something big out of this feeling I have – I can move beyond needing the external reassurance – spirit or otherwise. Plus, I always know they are there to gently support me – in all ways. In a funny way, I know they knew this…and yet one more external prompting drove me inside to use the tools I have and to see the Truth. Everything really is perfect.
I have been in a time of intense acknowledgement for months now. And, what is true is…I have done the work. I do live what I teach and am still learning. Now, it is time to dance with others.
“You will always be provided for…” this is the message I’ve been given over and over in my life. In so many ways it is an odd assurance. Provided for…what does that mean? And, what did I care at three about it anyway? And, yet a week and a half ago, this was the same gentle promise I received as I felt my heat soar and connect to so many others I will meet soon meet.
Ah, it feels so good – even with the uncertainty!
