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Hello Friends…
Last night, I interviewed Aleya Dao (www.AleyaDao.com) on my show, Queen of Dreams Radio (http://recordings.talkshoe.com/TC-39674/TS-520119.mp3). I had received her amazing CD prior to the show and I had a sense the show would be special somehow, but I had no idea just how special it would be!
For many years I have heard people talk about the end of the Mayan Calendar, the year 2012 and ‘the ascension.’ Quite honestly, none of this has ever ‘spoken’ to me. When I would hear the doom and gloom, I would tune into my own guidance and would get a sense of ‘not true.’ I believe every person has their right to their own perspective, so I would just accept that these viewpoints were from another perspective and simply accept that they were for that person, but not for me.
My own journey has been full of so many wonderful miracles, messengers and wonderful experiences I have been busy enough and, again, quite honestly not pulled to be ‘concerned’ about what this 2012 is all about. I have literally felt no concern about researching it or studying what others think about it. My own sense was that it was ‘good’ – whatever it was.
Yesterday, working with a client, I had the opportunity to share what I have been sensing on planet Earth. I have been seeing for years that many loving, tender hearts who have felt tossed around on the waves of the mass consciousness feeling battered by the storm of the energetic uprisings that are now being reflected in our world on nearly every continent. These sensitive souls have gone underground – many of them, though not all – as the world has gotten more in the ‘mind’ aspect and the dog-eat-dog world has gnashed at itself in survival mode.
And, then, this year I felt a lightning of the heaviness – as early as January. By June, the energies seemed to be swirling in a much more positive way. I began to notice less ferocity in the air (despite the external experience that was born in prior energies) and more of an energy of acceptance. By September, I had noticed more shifting and the energies felt swifter, more uplifting. The mind aspects seemed to be less ‘apparent,’ less of a hindrance to ‘being.’ I have been shifting right along with these energies, and feeling so supported! Around October 23, I noticed what I felt as a ‘quickening’ and Mark and I stepped into a greater creation ourselves…in response to my soul’s work, and my heart felt so HAPPY!
For the first time since my own awakening, I have been able to go ‘out’ in the world and feel completely at ease and good without the energetic side effects of becoming ill. I have felt so like myself again! I enjoy meeting and talking to people. I have been so grateful to be ‘in’ the world again.
All of this, and then Aleya Dao shows up last night, on the eve of a transformational event – 11/11/11 – and shares the ‘back story’ of what is and has been going on for the planet on an energetic level! It has been what I have felt and what I’ve noticed in clients – a returning to the heart – fully and completely.
When she spoke of 11-11-11 and what it means for a new ‘energy’ to rule the world, my heart resonated with her words. I have never felt 2012 was about doom or gloom. I have always maintained this time would be a shift, a gift of great magnitude. That has been what I’ve carried in my heart for years as I’ve met others talking about this subject. I have not, until last night with Aleya, found a ‘match’ to what I know is true.
Right now, one of the most important things for you to know is that if your ‘mind’ is running out of control with what to ‘do’ or what to ‘try’ to do, then just stop. The energy of the ‘mind’ is moving out. Our planet has been ruled by this energy for thousands of years, perhaps even more. Now, is the time for the heart to begin to rule our creations, our innovations, our uplifting of human consciousness. I know that if you are reading this right now, your essence – your very being – is attuned to the heart.
Now is your time! It’s your time to listen, without fear, to what your heart is guiding you to and to KNOW that you are given all you need for its accomplishment. And, then ACT from that place! Of course, I’ve seen for YEARS heart people trying to create from the mind. My own crisis originated in this! There is no need for you to be anything other than what you are … loving, caring, inspired. Heart people – creative power people is what I call you – move from inspiration. When you don’t, you probably don’t get very good results. Think of your path, think of what has happened… see what is true for you. Heart people ride the wave of Spirit…and, as you know, Spirit can guide you to the highest branch of the tallest tree! There’s no need to be like a squirrel on the ground digging for nuts – that’s what the mind does! For creative power people, if you hope to live your lives full of well-being, you must learn – once and for all – that your mind does not hold your answers. You are ‘built’ to move from inspiration!
I invite you to listen to the show last night and to hear Aleya’s inspiring story of what this shift is all about. Why now is the time for you if you have ever wanted to be a lightworker but feared being persecuted, if you have felt in your heart that you must help the world in some way but nothing ever seems to pan out, if you know you are here for a greater purpose but have not had the courage to act.
If there ever was a time to embrace all that you are…according to Aleya, the next three to four months is it!
I see it all around… already for those sensitive souls that have been meandering in their minds. The heart is here to guide you and the energies now will ensure that you, truly, will know and, more importantly, feel your heart’s guidance – greater than ever before.
Aleya is a sound healer and shares her energy in the form of sound. I know this is how the Angelic Realm has been assisting… by voice…or rather through the voice frequency of those who speak (I’m swimming in professional speakers right now who are shifting!) 
If this message resonates with your heart, consider sampling Aleya’s Cups of Consciousness to experience how these vibrational cups can enhance your own vibration.
She creates a ‘cup’ each day for you to have with your cup of joe or tea – you can listen to this in the background as you check email. And, the sound will simply help you attune to the ‘energy’ of the day. It’s like attuning your energy field to what’s up on planet Earth so you can go with the flow instead of feeling battered by the energies out there! You are an energetic being… all there is is energy!
Aleya offers a one-week completely free subscription to her cups. I had to laugh… when I read her site, she says: “No obligation, no hooks, no catch, no credit card. (Some things in life are actually free!)” That suspiciousness and fed-up-ness is the ‘old’ energy we are saying good-bye to now in this shift (YAY!!!) So, I would invite you to grab a cup and open to today’s bathing of a new era of energies to live, dance and love in!
http://www.aleyadao.com/landing/
Life is good. If life isn’t good for you… then maybe it’s time to start listening to your heart and following it. There, you have every answer you need or desire!
All my love…
Tina
Looking for a Dream Life:
I have always been fascinated by accounts people have of touching the supernatural. From meetings with angels to other messengers, I love to hear how people connect in the various ways.
In my 20s, I began to wake early in the morning and write for the angels. I wrote letters of hope to those who were facing despair. Mostly these letters went to my brother-in-law at the time, sometimes I had ideas to help people I knew of but didn’t know. Each morning was like a new present to unwrap.
I have seen how creative the angelic kingdom can be… and how earthly angels also can be sent when we need each other.
Since I have watched, researched and seen so many accounts of angels and angelic communication, I was surprised to see a new series that touched me so deeply. Country Music Television’s (CMT) new series, Angels Among Us is one of the best I’ve seen. The storytelling and editing make this series amazing. What I love most, though, is that the series shares the many ways that the angels and other messengers make contact with us. I believe it can help people to listen to their guidance… and those guiding us each and every day.
I can’t imagine a life without connection with Divine… and this series shares how precious each life is. The show also shares that we must always remember to ask for help…as there are messengers just waiting to help.
Looking for a Dream Life:
Last week, during a coaching call, I remembered this story about how I was bound and determined to buy Mark a BMW convertible for Christmas. I shared this story and we laughed, and I want to share it with you.
After we bought our current home and we were able to leave behind the crazy remodeling and the constant searching for a new home, I had so much energy left over to do many other things, including more clients and also working with the intuition to be more intentional. My business was the best ever – doubling in revenue from the year before, and I felt settled in a way I had not felt in a long time.
I felt grateful for Mark and all he had been through with me, the post partum depression, and helping me with Chance while I juggled other responsibilities with clients. When Mark and I met, he drove a sporty Mazda Miata… top of the line with sport tires, etc. When we found out we were having Chance, we needed to have two family cars, and the Miata wouldn’t work for a baby. We bought another car and so we had three cars, and with insurance and everything, the cost was steep. Mark decided to sell his car though I would have never asked him to do that.
Finally, six years later, here we were in our new home, my business is going really well, and I decide I’m going to buy Mark another convertible. I have always loved BMWs – ever since I bought my first 318i when I was 18. So, of COURSE, I wanted to buy him a Z3. I have always bought cars used with a little formula I found in a financial book (buy a car that is two years old, finance it for no more than 3 years and you will never be upside down), but I made so much at that time that I decided I would get a short-term loan and then pay the car off in six months.
I went out and started looking. I wanted to spend less than $15,000. I found a car with one of the dealers we had purchased a car with before, and test drove it and thought, this is perfect.
I negotiated the price and felt good about the numbers. I called the bank and they set up the papers. Yet, as I walked out of the dealership, Archangel Ariel (whom I recognized because she has been one of my teachers for a long time) said, “Do not buy that car. You will regret it.” Now, WHY I did not LISTEN, I am not sure except I will say that it had to do with the “If I can see it” game I had used for most of my life! I could SEE Mark in that car and I could SEE it parked in the driveway! This is why I now do not advise this way of working with imagination and intuition…it is just way too unreliable! This can show you something is POSSIBLE, but then you need to tune into your inner wisdom to know what is best for you! Live and learn as they say. 
So I buy the car anyway, and, sure enough, kaboom!, regret city! The dealer said the car had been inspected and yet the entire panel of lights had been unscrewed so that you could not see the warning lights that were all on! Can you believe that? Crazy.
We took the car to our import auto repair shop and they did an inventory for everything that needed to be fixed on the car. It was nearly $6,000! Just less than half of what I paid for the car in the first place!
Luckily, I knew that the money was not a problem…there was more of it where that came from. For me, I didn’t want to do to someone else what the dealer had done to me. So, I asked, “Where can I sell this car?” And, I was told, “You will sell this car to someone who can make it write for someone else.” Guess who that was? Yes, correct, our repair shop bought the car from me for exactly what I owed for it, and then they used the warranty I purchased (thank goodness) to make the car right for someone else.
Is that amazing or what? I felt so grateful when it was over, and yet Mark realized that I knew how much he had given up to ‘get’ the family he always wanted.
When buying a car, I definitely recommend LISTENING to guidance or intuition each step of the way. I was blinded by the outcome, and even when the warning came as strongly as it did, I just ignored it. Ouch!
Looking for a Dream Life:
About 20 years ago, I received a phone call from my grandmother. She had been in a drunk driving accident, and although she was not hurt, she was very scared.
When I arrived at my grandmother’s apartment, I found her sitting on her couch looking three shades of white. She looked like a little child sitting there, and I could not imagine what she would say to me when I asked her what happened.
The accident took place over on the north side of Fort Worth off of an old highway that used to serve as a main artery for the city. I knew exactly where the accident took place because I had taken my driver’s test over there, and nearly failed it because of the two lane street that opens up to a four-lane highway confused me. I didn’t know ‘where’ to drive or which ‘lane’ went where. The four lane empties into a little two-lane street that drops down at a nearly 90 degree angle. When you point your car down that road, you literally can only see the trees above you as you descend down the road.
My grandmother was on that narrow two-lane street driving home late one night when her car veered into oncoming traffic. She had just closed my great-aunt’s bar, had had a few drinks herself and was headed home when she struck a car head-on while diving to grab her cigarette that had fallen into the floorboard.
Wow, can you imagine?
Her Chevy Caprice was totaled. My grandmother told me of a wonderful black woman who had been driving the other car. She was a ‘big’ black woman with a heavy Cadillac, and she was unhurt. “She was only worried about me…was I alright?” my grandmother said. “She cared more about me than she did about her car that was wrecked – even herself!”
My grandmother had been extremely racist her entire life. In that moment, I knew she had let it all go. My mother was not at all racist, and extremely tolerant and forgiving. My brother is half-Spanish and I am half-Native American. My grandmother had been so racist, so intolerant of our fathers. And, in that instant, not only was she healed, but so were we.
I had never seen my grandmother afraid until that day. She was terrified of what was going to happen to her. She had always done what she was supposed to – paid her taxes, followed the rules; this was beyond her rulebook.
I have written about my ex-brother-in-law who was an alcoholic, and it was his attorney that took very good care of my grandmother and kept her out of jail at 70 something years old. The black woman never pressed charges, and I can only imagine the number of angels that would create a healing scene like this.
My grandmother never drank again. After a life of cigs, beer and booze, she walked away from the alcohol and the cigarettes weren’t too far behind when her mind gave way to Alzheimer’s and she literally forgot she smoked!
Sometimes when things happen we like to tell stories, blame people, blame ourselves, and sometimes all that is needed is to receive the gifts and to say thank you.
Looking for a Dream Life:
I often share stories about how I ‘arrive’ at an awareness. Each person has their own way, I believe. Still, the steps are often the same.
In coaching and working with people for the last 20 years, I have noticed that most people’s ‘problems’ or ‘concerns’ are ‘bundled’ around two or three items – no more, ever. What this means is that no matter how big your problems might feel or seem, they are really held together by two or three ‘central ideas’ that, once you become aware of them, will lose their grip on you.
When I work with clients, I am searching for the linchpins so we can release them quickly so the person can move quickly.
Now, why I never decided to do this for myself in this area, I can’t tell you, but, as always, when I am ready…my soul is waiting for her turn.
When I was a little girl, I was a normal weight until I hit 8 or so. That’s when I started stuffing myself with sugar in all of its delicious forms. From boxes and boxes of Girl Scout Cookies to cakes, sugar became a dear friend. In high school, my favorite lunch was a Vanilla Coke and ice cream sandwich from Dairy Queen.
I played competitive sports and though I was never ‘thin,’ I was able to keep my weight down to about 25 lbs. overweight for most of my teens. This was a tremendous improvement from being 80 lbs. overweight before discovering tennis.
There have been times in my life when I have had absolutely no desire for sugar at all, but given the chance, would love to eat it.
In 2008, I learned I have ADHD though the doctors say I have ‘mastered’ my distractedness, the ‘H’ stands for hyperactivity, and people with ADHD (according to my doctor) have brains that naturally need more sugar. Our bodies are getting the message over and over again, “Hey, send some sugar on up here!” But, the problem is that if we feed our bodies refined sugar, then we set off an insulin response that dumps more adrenaline into the system.
It’s clear to me how I have literally been using sugar like a junkie to ‘get myself’ to do something. When I am ‘sugared up,’ I can drive right to a finish line. Luckily, nature is telling me my body can’t keep doing this.
Last week, a series of event led to one of my ‘sweetest’ epiphanies and I want to share this ‘journey’ with you.
I woke up one day at the end of March and ‘remembered’ that when I kicked my two-latte a day habit, I just asked the angelic realm for help. I said, “Angels, I don’t want to be addicted to caffeine any more and I don’t want to go through withdrawals, either. Please help me.” And they did. I just went about my business and a couple of days later, I just didn’t want them anymore. No headaches. No withdrawals. Just no cravings. After that, I could have a latte here and there without the impulse to keep drinking them.
So, in March, I thought, Ah, I just need to ask for help again with sugar. The ugly truth about ADHD in adults is that after years and years of overloading the body with adrenaline, the acid builds up in the body and starts to look a lot like fibromyalgia. I would literally wake up hurting from head to toe after a sugar binge. I certainly appeared to look like a junkie! My mother is 20 years and a month or so older than me, so I have watched her walk the path, and she and I went together to find a ‘cure’ back in 2008, and came home feeling like new people. However, there is no ultimate ‘cure’ other than to quit poisoning the system and stop the vicious cycle!
I took the cue to ‘ask’ for help and just like a charm, I left sugar alone for two weeks. I didn’t crave it or want it. I breezed by ice cream, cakes and soda. Then, I wanted to finish a project. I reached for my good ol’ standby…coffee loaded with cream and sugar. All sugared up, I flew through the project. If you have seen the movie Limitless, I am like the guy on NZT when I have my caffeine-sugar cocktail!
From there, I had some major decisions to make on my website. I tried, but nothing felt right. The truth is my intuition was talking, and I felt scared. I felt ‘frozen.’ I started eating ice cream like I couldn’t get enough of it. I am not a binger…but one ice cream a day is a lot for me. My favorite stress reliever is peanut butter chocolate ice cream.
All of these things are happening. I am eating the sugar, so I am numbed out. My breasts are screaming at me telling me to nurture myself, but I am trying to ‘get something done!’ My website! I have a deadline!!! It’s coming up!
Last Saturday, we attended a bar-b-que with many other families. I ended up talking to a friend about sugar. The topic of our kids craving sugar like little addicts came up, and, of course, we have seen this with Chance. My friend told me about an article she had read about Demi Moore and how she eats NO sugar EVER. And commented that she felt that was very ‘grown up’ to just say, “No” to sugar and be done with it. I mentioned that I had felt the same way recently, that it was time to ‘grow up’ about taking care of the physical. It’s not like I don’t have all of the ‘knowledge’ to do it. And, certainly, I feel MUCH clearer and less moody without the sugar highs and lows.
I am not sure what happened with that conversation, but as we drove home, I had many ‘noticings’ drop into my awareness. I thought of asking the angels and how that is a surefire way to definitely do away with the cravings. And, then I had some paperwork to submit for my degree plan, and I happened to see that Deepak Chopra says anxiety is pain projected into the future. I then remembered a dream I had a couple of months ago about being in my kitchen “creating” and not being able to ‘finish’ because I kept stopping to go eat peanut butter cookies (the wafer kind) with melted chocolate on them. Then I remembered when I feel anxious in a group of people, often because I am not grounded, I will drink a cup of coffee with cream and sugar to ground my energy quickly.
It was as if a reel of clips played out on top of my consciousness! I realized in that moment that the only time I reach for sugar is when I am anxious. And, just like I’ve seen with clients, the awareness of what is causing the chain of events set me free!
It is one thing to think you are a sugar junkie and to claim a huge burden of ‘stuff’ and it is quite another to know that each time I am reaching for sugar it is to 1. Drive over my anxiety or my intuitive sensitive side and/or 2. Avoid feeling what I am feeling in the moment and/or to feel SAFE. I realized, I ‘check out’ when I feel anxious or unsure. Sugar makes it easy to do this because it is like taking a numbing pill. I discovered sodas will put you into a comatose state!
When I told Mark about my discovery, he just looked at me quizzically and said, “So, you’ve always known you are an emotional eater?” But, that is not true! I eat sugar to squelch my feelings and to numb out what I am feeling. I went back in time and sure enough… I have done this over and over again when I have a HUGE DECISION to make and I feel UNSAFE.
Of course, Louise Hay in Heal Your Body cites the same thing for ‘overweight’ – Fear, need for protection. Running away from feelings. Insecurity, self-rejection. This is absolutely it… Self-rejection! I reject my SELF when I turn to this habit to ‘get through’ whatever I’m feeling.
I have been using sugar to lower the intensity of what I feel since I was a little girl! This is simply a habit formed by a little girl who had no other way to ‘protect’ herself from the energy she felt swirling around her in many ways. Today, I am an adult that can help with new strategies.
So, I have ONE thing to be aware of now. I can manage that. It feels so EASY! And, I know EXACTLY what to do when I feel these things (Spirit brought us the most amazing program last fall during Ultimate Well-being), but I must CONSCIOUSLY choose to do something else. Now that I am aware, I can’t go back to being ignorant. If I choose to eat sugar, then I will do so consciously now that I know this is my habit.
Another thing I noticed is that when I go ‘numb’ I feel that I lose weeks of my life to it. It is as if I ‘wake back up’ when I am ready to deal with the decision that needs attention. What I realize most is that the part of me that could ‘answer’ is silenced by the sugar…so managing the anxiety is important. I realize, too, I am not alone. There are many other ‘superstars’ who deal with this type of anxiety.
I believe awareness is key, though. Now, instead of feeling there is a huge mosh pit to be dealt with in the ‘sweets’…I can simply acknowledge my feelings in the moment and choose to stay conscious, and notice that if I am craving peanut butter and chocolate, there is some part of me that requires my love and attention. Life is too short to ride around with tire tracks on my back from driving over myself!
Feels like a whole new day!
